The Farmer and a Lesson About Judgment

Once upon a Time there was a Family of Farmers.
One day a blessed event occurred and they had another little boy child....
But as it turned out it wasn't really all that wonderful.
From the time the child was very small it seemed he didn't much like his family
and when he got older he made it very clear
that he hated their way of Life...
He hated Farming...
Farming was stupid,
and people who farmed were stupid....
Well the child "had problems"
He wasn't a happy child,
he ran away from home when he was a teen,
started hanging out with some rich kids who didn't really care about anything
but getting thrills...
and doing hard core drugs.
He became addicted to heroin....
He was wasting away and one day took an extra big dose......
He flashed into this place that was nothing but Light....
then suddenly he was in another scene
another time long long ago.
It was like a dream,
but he knew it really was a memory.
He was a Prince, in a Kingdom
he lived in a huge Castle and had servants
All day long all his Brothers and Sisters did was waste time..
They taunted and teased their servants for Pleasure.
He didn't see the fun in this,
in fact he fell in love with one of the Servant girls..
As it turned out her family lived on the edge of the Kingdom
They were Farmers and raised most of the food that fed his family..
He was fascinated with farming...
Putting a seed in the ground and caring for it until something Grew
and fed people..
Working in the fields and workin up a sweat.
He thought it was Heaven.
When sitting at the dinner table with his family,
he told them of his fascination with it.
They mocked him horribly.
He didn't care,
and he loved the Farmer girl and actually ran off and Married her and was having a pretty wonderful time...
Well his Mom the Queen..
who by the way was not very nice..
Was horrified....
but worse she was soo embarrassed

How could her favorite son do this to them?
How did it look to their Court?
It was devastating to her.
So she went to the Kings executioner and paid him to secretly murder the farmer woman his son had married....
and one day when the son had come to deliver vegetables to his family,
the executioner stole away and killed the son's wife..
When the son got back to their Farm and saw his wife
his heart broke.....
He went to tell his family as he wanted to bury her in the family plot.
The Mom told him that no Farmer would ever be lain to rest in the family plot
Farmers were dirty, loathsome worthless beings...
and it was most likely the sons fault that she was murdered....
She told the son he was forgiven and could move back to the Castle.
The son was at a loss for what to do,
without his wife he lost his direction..
And he moved back to the Castle.
The Queen and his Brothers and sisters never stopped saying nasty stuff about Farmers..
they wanted to make him Pay for what he did to the Family...
The Son felt so much guilt and shame.....
it ate at his soul.
But he learned to keep distracted,
he started partying with his Brothers and sisters...
even started taunting and Teasing the servants...
He felt guilt for it...
He hated himself for "being the cause of his wife's death"
he hated himself for teasing and taunting the Servants..
But he just kept ignoring it, and seeking out pleasures to avoid the festering pain within him...
Well one of those "Pleasures: ended up giving him Syphilis...
and he died a Horrible Death....

Back to today, and the Farmers son awoke from this "Drug Induced Dream."
It turned out he hadn't shot up enough to kill himself...
He walked out to the Interstate
stuck out his thumb
and hitchhiked back to the Family Farm

And lived Happily ever after....
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The roots of our Demons....of our fears can run very deep...
Lifetimes deep...
And we only rid ourselves of them
by facing them
But we don't because in facing them we will have to Feel the Pain
that made them our demons in the first place...
Our Demons,
our pain
is ALWAYS built upon dualistic Judgments

The really funny thing is that once we learn to face them we often see,
That which we had judged in the very beginning as Bad, or Evil..
That which we tucked away in guilt and shame..
Today is something we seek.
Now that's embarrassing ....
We are defined....and manipulated by things we often long ago buried, and tried to forget
All the energy we put towards keeping those thing buried...
only served to feed them,
and make them grow bigger and stronger.....
And even though we held them at bay,
kept them out of our minds
They are what pull our strings
And like puppets we dance a dance
controlled by yesterdays Judgments
Made in Ignorance
(all judgment is ignorance)
If we want to become Masters of our Life.
First we must stop Judging

Then we must face our past judgments
the ones that have become our demons
and the Puppeteer.

Understanding "Protection" and the Cords of Man

Understanding "Protection" and the Cords of Man

I posted this on another site for a woman who was having some difficulties, what came through I really wanted to share here..
Hi (person 1),
About “cutting the cord”
I wrote a long reply here last night… started “channelling Spirit” as some folks call it…and crashed my computer.. This happens all the time, used to think it was some ill intentioned spirit that didn’t want particular info out in the world…cuz it was usually on the subject of “the cords” then a friend pointed out that my energy was just so high in that state it was probably just me…. It’s frustrating though and I’m writing this elsewhere now in hopes of cutting and pasting. So here we go again, sorry this is more coming from memory than a direct connection with the info, but maybe I can get it out this way.
About cutting the cord that (person 2) so intuitively suggested. This is what I wanted to speak with you about…. Her suggestion of visualizing cutting the cord is most intuitive… this is not merely a cute and handy little visualization tool for easing discomfort from someone else’s energy….. these cords actually exist, and it is through actual “cords” that the energy enters us.
The subject of the cords is not very well known for some reason in the “spiritual community” and I give credit to (person 2) for bringing up the method of cutting the cord as it was always my first suggestion to folks wanting “to protect”. So even though my dsl/internet box seems to have been fried last night from too much energy, I’m writing this in Word, constantly saving, and will get it out to you one way or another.
OK, the Cords. There are to my knowledge 2 types. One I call the cords of Man (these are the ones (person 2) spoke of) and then there are what I call the cords of God. I learned about the cords of man through personal observation and was taught about the cords of God by an incredible Teacher who actually used them to fly. Today we are only concerned with the cords of man. Now the cords of man enter us in our umbilical region (use this knowledge in whatever cord cutting ceremony you do). These cords are astral in nature…they are built upon emotional/desire/fear energy. They in many ways (not in appearance but in most other respects) resemble crystals. Two attributes of crystals and cords are of most importance to note. First is that a crystal in solution only draws to itself that which is the same, and second…is the quality of resonance. The cords of man work through resonance and a very large part of human communication is taking place through the resonance of cords. You know how when you get emotional your stomach gets tied in knots…you could say on one level this is the cords getting tangled. Anyway when we are “psychically attacked” it comes into us through these cords. So the cutting of a cord that causes us discomfort can be a solution to “psychic attack”. But it is important to understand how it is that cords work…to understand what exactly cords are so we can gain the most from our experience with the cords of Man.
One way to learn more is to go into some public place and take up a position of observer (stay apart from the human drama). And watch peoples interaction. For instance, in a crowded bar a guy walks in looking to find himself a little company …his cords are flying all over the place…looking to connect… They come out of his belly and probe at every potential conquest… however only some women respond. You can notice that some will “feel” him, before they even see him…some might be responding before they have even sighted the dude. The reason is this…as I said cords work with resonance….each cord is built of a certain blend of astral material..it has it’s own hue so to speak…and when it encounters a similar cord in another person…it resonates…. (Feeling the Chemistry). As I said so much of human interaction takes place on this level…and it’s not a problem unless it is not comfortable for one person. Have you ever noticed how you can feel someone checkin you out before you see them, or heard the expression that they “had the feeling of being watched”, well that was awareness of a probing cord. Humans are virtually puppets to these cords sometimes. Now I think it is important to understand where these cords come from…as I have stated they are of an astral nature… Being of an astral nature they are an impediment to our spiritual growth, and the fact is they are buried so deeply in us some times, buried hundreds or even thousands of years in our past. OK, it works like this… this is where the seeds to the cords come from….actually I’m only going to address the cords that cause us discomfort here.
OK (person 1), we have lived a very long time in human bodies, hundreds and thousands of years. Folks on spiritual forums tend to be older than folks on certain other forums….. so during the course of countless lifetimes we have done many “good” things, as well as many “bad” things. Of course now in this lifetime we are understanding that these dualistic judgements are no longer useful or valid, but a thousand years ago when we cut off some dudes head for messin with our significant other… we felt really bad about it later…we didn’t like ourselves much and we didn’t like the guilt we felt or the idea that we were these “bad” people. So we pushed that memory into a dark corner of ourselves so we would not have to feel ashamed. Throughout thousands of years we have pushed thousands of things into dark corners… every thing we fear…we push away, just as we pull every thing we desire to ourselves. Well every thing we fear that we have pushed away to make ourselves more comfortable in our skins…does not go away…and the energy that is required to keep it in that dark place out of the way…feeds it. In all our efforts to avoid those things we have judged fearfully…as bad…. We have not dispelled them in the least, they may be out of sight, but the law of manifestation that says wherever we put energy there will be manifestation in one form or another related to the energy….and as I said it takes a great deal of energy Not to face our fears…
I’ll restate that…It takes a great deal of energy not to face our fears…. And with this energy feeding each repressed judgement of “bad”… what forms is the cords of Man. So now we dance like puppets at the mercy of our fears, our past judgements…and whenever someone comes along with a similar cord, there is a resonance that reminds us of a long repressed “judgement” we had generally about ourselves.
You see so much of our human problems arise because humans have a far more difficult time loving and forgiving themselves, than they do loving and forgiving others… So we carry repressed guilt and judgements of “bad” around for centuries… And they are kept held back in their place because by now all the energy that has gone into repressing them has built them into HUGE monsters that we really fear.
When we are victims of psychic attack we are resonating with a cord that someone has, that also exists in us… in a repressed state…and huge. In a psychic attack it is not the “others” energy that causes us distress, it is actually our own… being hit like a tuning fork by theirs. When it comes down to it, ALL psychic attack really comes from our own past…not some other persons energy…that is just the catalyst that reminds us.
The problem is that if we were suddenly to see all the things we have pushed into dark corners for centuries and fed with the energy of our repression… we’d come to the idea we were the Devil Himself…. This is why we choose to keep those things held back in their dark places…. But this is also the only reason we are subject to “psychic attack”.
You (person 1) are a very sensitive person, but you have this idea deep within that you are not as loveable as you are. You have this deep seated feeling that you are not a beautiful, incredible glowing creation…and you base this on deeds you judged hundreds and thousands of years ago.
Skin problems and joint problems are very very often caused when these demons we have pushed into dark corners…try to escape, and we won’t let them.
The key is not further repression of these demons…that only feeds them. The key is LOVING them TO DEATH.
(person 1)…. Know so deeply in your heart that you are so loveable…. Deeds done were human deeds, we all do them, and they are all forgiveable. The way I look at psychic attacks is they are a gift… a reminder that somewhere way back when, we made a judgement that was not based in love… Now the “attack” is a reminder of that judgement, so we can love it, and free it.
You see (person 1), bad skin and joint problems are a “psychic attack” that is originating in you, towards you.
The external attack you had from that other person started to uproot certain cords of yours, hence the discomfort at suddenly becoming aware of them. Then after that “attack” you diligently tried to put those cords back in their dark places so you wouldn’t have to feel them. The skin breakouts are caused by repression of our awareness of our own cords. Because you are becoming enlightened and the things in the dark corners…the roots of the cords…are being exposed. Now the choice is to lovingly and fearlessly face them… or repress them some more…. But that won’t work forever…it might give temporary respite…but your body is telling you that it’s not going to work anymore. It’s time to Love and Forgive yourself…and past “Transgressors”.
You might do some past life regression therapy…cuz part of the problem is that the roots go so deep and the plant grown and the fruit it bears barely resembles the root, so we don’t know the enemy we need to Love.
When I was in High School I was the king of the Nerds. I was the archetype Nerd. My Mom dressed me in polyester and I had a sizeable collection of pocket protectors. Well the polyester, and my self consciousness made me sweat like a fiend. I had 12 inch circular rings in my armpits that would go all the way down to my waist. I tried putting toilet paper under my pits, but when that fell out of my sleeves ..it was worse than dealing with the rings. People called me Lake Erie Arm Pits…and that was my friends. He he Ouch…anyway the more I worried about my sweaty pits, the worse they got. Finally in my senior year I took this class (this was the end of the 60’s)..and this was a class called human development, first ..and sadly last of it’s kind back then…. But it did me a lot of good and I stopped worrying about what people thought of me, I found out in that class that the person who was hardest on me…was me…the rest of the folks were havin their own issues. Anyway in one day, upon this realization…my arm pits dried up..
Not sure why I shared this…somehow seemed pertinent.
Anyway (person 1), Protection works… and cutting, or sidestepping the cords that are probed at you…works…very well. But it is only temporary, it does not remove the problem, because the truth is that the problem is in you…in the past. And these cords in you you can not cut…. You have to pull them up. And this is done with Love and forgiveness.
Love yourself from Beginning to end…know that everything about you is sacred and beautiful. You are a blessing to the world, and have been for thousands of years…even when you thought and judged otherwise. Love yourself to the deepest reaches of your soul and your face will clear and joints be free. You don’t have to Fear because what you are really fearing has no substance beyond what you give it, and when you finally come face to face with what it is that you actually fear..and love it…. You will laugh and laugh and cry tears of Joy.
You are blessed (person 1)….remember that.

What happens when we die

Hello, I thought I’d enter this discussion as I have some experience on the matter. I have memory of a few deaths and in my past life and earlier in this lifetime my Guides taught me a technique that you might call Yoga of the After Death State. Basically what this amounted to was dying over and over again, but without cutting the silver cord. So I thought I’d walk you folks through the death and dying process in such a way that you can gain the most benefit.(speed of evolution). OK, first thing that happens is there might be a pop when consciousness disconnects from the brain, then it enters the brain stem. This is the gateway to the “tunnel of Light”… which on one level is in your spinal column. So in the brain stem is where “our lives pass b4 our eyes”…the first time…. There is no time as we know it once we enter the brain stem. (you can refer to a Tibetan technique called yoga of the dream state where consciousness is willfully withdrawn to a point here in the neck…and we can see the future and the past). Anyway here is where we tend to have a life review. Now the natural process of death is of consciousness moving out from our head, and down through our spinal column, then out the base of the spine. This appears sometimes as “a tunnel of Light” with a pinprick of bright light at the end. Now what surround this tunnel is the astral plane…the plane of desire. Now the rule for a most successful death is to keep focused on the pinprick of light, and don’t look to the side. Because to the side is the astral plane…. There are various global, and personal heavens and hells here. It is important to note that contrary to what the church has pushed into our DNA, heaven is not the goal here…. Heaven is a desire realm, the epitome of our desires, just as the hells are the epitome of our fears…But they are not real, they are transitory human constructs. The goal is the Light. Even though it has been said by the church that you die and go to heaven or hell for eternity…. It is true…and it is not true. How can this be. Well eternity is a product of time, out there in the heaven and hell realms there is not time as we know it… just as you can dream a mini series in the 3 minutes between getting up in the night to pee, going back to sleep, then the dang alarm going off….so are heavens and hells like this…you can spend an eternity there, yet emerge in “time” minutes later. Hence the Christian confusion on reincarnation…”How can there be reincarnation when our doctrine states that we go to heaven or hell for eternity”…well this is how.
So the rule for those seeking maximum growth is to not be distracted by anything surrounding the tunnel.
There is another trap here as well…. We come across “constructs” of our loved ones here. These are pseudo spirits…. They look act and say things like our dead relatives would say, yet they have no souls… Our group spirits are at the end of and outside of the tunnel. As we all know the law of creation says that upon our thought and emotion we create this world of our perception…well consider all the thought and emotion that goes into every single person in creation…there is no way that something cannot manifest from this, and this is the pseudo spirits I am speaking of, the one’s so many people with Near Death Experiences believe are their dead relatives…. But they aren’t. Another thing you will often encounter right away after consciousness breaks free from the brain is … see I’m just making up language for this as I go… well OK, in the process of evolving, once the soul is at the point where it is no longer ego driven, and by that adding upon itself to complete it’s “creation”, we begin to discard everything we had added. Now it’s important to understand that as a human evolves through the first part of their evolutionary process, where the process is one of adding step by step pieces based upon desire and fear…,this whole process is very ordered…step by step. Now once we “are done” being created, we begin the process of return… Now we go back through the steps which have brought us here, step by step…and we resolve these steps (which were built upon desire and fear) by seeing them as they truly are, without judgment, without desire and fear…at this point they kind of break off from us in a little chunk.
Everything we “transcend” still floats in our periphery for a while. It exist around us, on the astral plane. Now when we die as I say, the tunnel is surrounded by the astral plane and sometimes we will see these pieces floating around us… LOOK AWAY… Do not focus on these things . Because the law of this astral plane is, and the reason to always keep focused on the end of the tunnel, is that where you put your attention, you will be drawn, except in the case of these floating pieces, they will be drawn back into you, it’s almost magnetic, like the hole they left is seeking them back, it’s weird…and counter productive as you will be pulling back your old crap, and if it is pulled out of order…(as I said, we created ourselves in a ordered step by step process)..and this is one cause of things like Autism, the incorporation of “things out of order”.
So to summarize at this point there are pseudo souls to avoid, that you will be drawn to…there are heavens and hells…. And all kinds of really weird worlds out there…and putting your attention there can pull you in “for an eternity”….. So just keep focused on the Light at the end of the tunnel. If your intention for this is strong you will be there instantly and not have to deal with all the crazy stuff. Then at the end of the tunnel, you move out into this intense bright blissful white Light. Now the souls here are real, your group is here to aid in planning the next trip. (life). Now when I did this “yoga of the death state” my experience here was a little different than it would be if I had cut the cord, naturally I suppose as I’m not here to plan the next life…but what occurred for me was first being in the Light as long as possible(that’s the rule)…then in the earlier days I was taught by 1 teacher, all in white whose face I could not look at without going totally into the Light again. This teacher was there to teach me things. Later the one teacher became a Group. But I do have memory of what happens when the cord is cut. Here you are with a group of souls who love you and are dedicated to your growth. And in front of you you see your next life…but it isn’t like a straight road, and everything is not “predestined” as one person asked…not really, because it is like this road with many many forks, and each fork is a choice. So we choose a basic path, but once we are re-born, we don’t always make the choice we had hoped we might, when we were planning out our next life. We set up possibilities, and probabilities, we don’t set up exactly what will happen…I suppose that’s the “free will” folks are always talking about on these forums… We always have the choice…again and again. Some choices end up being little sidetracks, but they are also lessons we learn.
As far as choosing out specific death time goes…. We don’t really choose it in the after life stage I believe, but we choose a number of possible outcomes… all depending upon the choices, the side roads we take in our life… But no death is “out of place” We die when we are supposed to, it all shakes out. It’s so funny, I remember quite a few lives and deaths, and they all kind of make this one big picture, they all fit together to bring about this bigger picture. And what I’ve been learning from my “bigger picture” is that the whole duality thing church and government shoves down our DNA, is a crock. Good and Bad are just human judgements. In one life I was killed by American Indians, in another I was an American indian who killed an American soldier, and then was killed. In one…actually a few, I was killed as a witch, in another I Killed witches (although I loved them and killed them because I didn’t want them to be killed by people who hated and feared them). Some of them thanked me earlier in this life, another one has not forgiven me… but it all shakes out. Anyway this is another topic and I’ve written enough here to cultivate thought and the ever important questions.

Karma...what it actually is

Karma, what it actually is

The punishment/reward concept is not really what Karma is really about.
All throughout our evolution as souls judgements are made...
dualistic assumptions which we impose on the simple truths of Life...
dualistic assumptions that rob us of clear vision...
And when these dualistic assumptions are labeled "bad"...we repress them....
when they are labeled "good" we desire them.
The problem with the "bad" is we put forth a lot of energy to push it away from ourselves...
to hide it in dark corners of ourselves where we don't have to deal with it. But all the energy that it takes to maintain it in it's dark place...gives it a new life , and this life has no real existence...except in our Fear.
And as our fear feeds it...it grows and grows...yet with our mighty wills we still hold it at bay.
Well, guess what...we can't do that forever... We have to face the things we have judged as bad and feared eventually....
They ALL come back eventually.
And as you say, rather than look at this as a cause of suffering...
it becomes our path to Freedom.
Karma is our path to Freedom..
At some point we all turn on the road we have traveled,
we are returning to our Source..
.but upon this road we encounter ALL those things we have judged good and bad on our trip up the road...
The bad ones have become our Demons...
the Good ones...our illusions...
Yet now we face them without Judgement...
without fear or desire...
and this allows them to be what they really are....
just another star in the sky...
This is our Karma....
facing our judgements...
Simple as that.

2012 , Bottom Line part 1. "God's" Evolution

2012 , Bottom Line part 1.

Ok, so what is this 2012 thing all about?
Well there is a lot of information floating around, but so far I have yet to see anyone getting to “the bottom line” of it.
They are generally focusing on one little area or another.
So for your consideration I propose to get to the Bottom Line.

Almost 40 years ago I was doing some hard core fast track getting caught up to my former life (short as it was) in Tibet. I had Teachers who were facilitating the process at an amazing pace…and I being a maniac pushed the envelope beyond their suggestion. What I am going to tell you began back then. I had learned a method I called “going to the archetype plane” for the answers to questions. As it turns out the answer to any question we can have resides in the intention at the beginning of the creation of that which we are questioning…and this root of the answer lies where the roots of all that can be conceptualized lie, which is what I called the archetype plane.
Well one day in meditation I asked the question…
“What is God, and what is going on here…?”
I was suddenly on the archetype plane viewing the answer..
in simple shapes of Light and darkness.
The simple vision I had then has answered all spiritual questions I had in the following 35 years.
Then one day a few years ago I asked another question, I said,
“ What am I supposed to be doing here? “
I got the answer, “ Spread Love and Light”.
“ Yeah right”, I said,
“that’s what I’m always telling my girlfriend, how about being a little more specific?”
The answer was , “WRITE”…
“OH, give me a break,” I say, “write what…. ? “
Boom, Flash, I’m on the archetype plane, finishing the vision from 35 years previous that was interrupted by my brothers dog Jake chewing on my fingers. So from these two archetype visions I came to understand the nature of Creation, and what is occurring now..
the Quickening” as some call it,
to be followed by the "2012" phenomena …
and this is what I’d like to share for your intelligent, and insightful consideration.

And I gotta say I have no idea if the 2012 phenomena is going to happen in 2012, when I saw this I thought there was a whole lot more time.... But the Quickening has quickened everything, so who knows, mybe the Mayans were right.

Here is the archetype vision:
In the beginning there was empty space. Then suddenly One appeared which in the vision looked like a Paisley.. all Light.
..It "wanted to be something more " and upon its desire an almost mirror image of it appeared. (almost being a key factor in the whole show....Free Will)
It was connected by a cord of Light to the Original.
Then this mirror image had the same thought...to become something more, and upon that thought a mirror image appeared.. Well this was basically God and Creation that sprung from God (for lack of a better word).. These kept multiplying exponentially outward. Also each individual spark was growing larger in itself. So you have this huge Creation moving outward through space like a wave, built of the desire to be more.... In the middle where the first spark was all the sparks are growing and over time start blending in this Light. Meanwhile all the others are still dividing. Now here was the surprise.... There was an edge to the eternity that this creation was filling... There was ..... get ready..... an end to Gods Life.
What happened at one point...probably recently in our history (70’s) maybe. is that Gods growth hit the wall so to speak....that Creation that God is, and that we are a part of, reached it's edge, it's apex...the Creation was done.. At this point the sparks are still dividing, that is what they do, and the sparks at the center are merging into a larger Light. So all these that are dividing can no longer go into the void of space, but rather back into the body of the whole creation. This creates a pressure of Light which most of us are feeling now. (The Quickening) It also amplifies the fear in those who are on the outer edge of the creation and have just begun their material venture and will Fight die and Kill to keep that going on, even though and because the Light of all Creation...or God (because guess what, they are one in the same)... is pushing against them. This is why you see the amplification of the Fear...as well as the amplification of the Love that is occurring right now. Because the Light is pushing on everyone now...the less evolved buy into the fear, the more evolved let go into the Love..
So basically what is occurring, although I don't know the exact year, is that in one way of putting it, God is about to die... and be reborn.
Surprise...OH, I thought God was eternal...
Well, the funny thing is God is,
it's just that eternity is not.
"God created man in his image"..
.yes, and man grows and dies and is reborn,
why is it such a surprise to everyone...
God is about to die.
Yikes the egos scream, what is to become of us.
Well in my vision God's experience was a lot like ours as humans...
God learns from each life and carries the best parts of the previous life, into the next... and also the lessons.

The reason people are feeling something happening is that the Light, of God you could say, is increasing with the pressure of all the Light of all the souls compacting into the space of Creation.
Consider how every single thing in creation grows, from one cell, expanding outward until it has finally become what it had destined itself to be... Well that's the same with the whole of Creation...or God. You see God is not some huge all powerful white dude with a long beard that just got an idea about creating a bunch of stuff. God was the first step in the creation but at the same time part of it. Not standing on the outside looking in, but the first cell in the creation of the whole being. Without you, God would not exist...without God, you would not exist.



I know this is a scary concept for most because of the proximity of 2012, but there is more…and there is nothing to fear…
The big question in everyone’s mind is, what’s to become of us….
I will begin that topic in another post.

The Dangers of Astral Plane Travel

We are speaking of astral travel here, not astral projection.
First consider what the astral plane is….it could be called the plane of the roots of the desire nature. This is where we encounter heavens…and hells, constructs of souls, and remnants of our own construct which we have dropped off as we have evolved beyond clinging to them. So understand for someone on the spiritual path….and realize that this path begins on the first day that we separated off… but for the person on the return journey of the spiritual path, who has completed their separate individual creation and is now motivated towards unity with Source…on the astral plane there is nothing of any use……HOWEVER, and this is a big however, passing through the astral plane….offers great advantage.
OK, so there are some main LAWs on the astral plane that I can think of off hand, and one is….where you place your attention….you will go. So, as I have said there is nothing of use, and only detriment upon the astral plane it must be understood that the first rule for the Traveler who is seeking spiritual advancement…there is ONE RULE of the astral plane, and this is…. DON'T GO ANYWHERE THERE. But focus on the Light on the other side.
Now the reason there is “Danger” is that there is first as I said the law that states where we put our attention, we will go…and BE…then there is another law, it is related to Time in our realm, but there is no time on the astral plane, but rather what I call momentum. Now as I have said there are heavens and hells. And other constructs…all of these have momentum, and this momentum I can best describe by comparing it to an undertow in the ocean, or a fast moving current in a river. Basically where we put our attention, we will be pulled into. Now it might seem a dandy idea to pull into some heaven realm… However as there is no time, and there is this momentum…and also something else happens that is a quality of the astral plane that I call magnetism. You must understand that not everything that exists upon the astral plane is really real, it is most often a construct that has been built upon desire and all it’s buddies like fear, lust , envy etc. And the creations here are created upon these qualities and are unified by what I call magnetism which in the physical realm manifests as gravity. So, because of this quality, and because generally where a person is drawn , or puts their attention upon the astral plane is based in their own desire nature…they are pre-magnetized so to speak to whatever realm they pull in to..and once in that realm…and here is the dangerous part….that realms magnetism will further magnetize them….. (I’m sorry about the language here, I am only speaking from experience, have never read much on the subject, as every time I have started, I realized it was just jive someone was puttin out to bolster their ego, and had no relationship to the truth…so this language I use may seem…. Insufficient. But here is the deal. If you put your attention on the realms out there, you will be pulled in, and magnetized to that realm…virtually losing your sense of self here in the world… Also we run into the constructs of our “dearly departed” and this can side track us, as we believe that these are the spirits of our loved ones with messages for us. But these are not spirits, but constructs of spirits…like a thrown off energetic replica. This is not to discount that there is a possibility of contacting the spirits of our dearly departed, but they are not on the astral plane..they are on the other side of the astral plane…. At the true seekers destination. Another problem we encounter is that as I mentioned there is the residue of our own past discarded pieces of construct out there…crap we’ve evolved beyond through a lot of soul work, yet by the law, if you look at it…you will pull it back to yourself, essentially de evolving.
So what purpose is there for the genuine seeker of…. Enlightenment upon the astral plane…. Well, none…but if we can pass through the astral plane, and not waver, not put our attention upon one single thing there except the pinprick of light we see in the distance….. then by Law we are drawn to that Light. Now in this there is unbelievable benefit. First just by the act of passing through this desire realm without being trapped…. And going into the Light… what happens is that …hmmm… those parts of our self which were added through desire…. Are fed with this Light, and upon this they are diminished in their astral nature….. they cease to control us. We are being enlightened. Now once you make it through the astral plane and to this place I call the White Hall….then there is a new rule. Stay as long as possible. Here the difficulty is that you have lost reference points…you have no body, not even the astral body which is a comfort in it’s familiarity. So you mostly cease to exist except for just a little seed of you that carries on. Now the longer you stay in the Light, the more your “lower” astral nature is equalized by this light, it loses it power over you.
So to summarize:
1.There is no benefit upon the astral plane for the seeker who is Returning to source…
2. There are the dangers inherent in the laws there of attention, magnetism, and momentum. We can become lost within desire realms and virtually lose ourselves…
(OH, and because of the lack of time there it is possible to spend what seems an Eternity…in heaven and hell constructs)
and something else I didn’t mention…even if you cheat the rules to pull into some heaven realm, it sets up a “habit” of “pulling in”. This is sort of hard to explain, but even if you cheat to get a little (eternity) of heaven, once you pull out ( and this term is very relevant…pull out) it sets this habit for your astral body and even if you realized upon spending this eternity (which by the way upon returning if you are so lucky to this realm could have only been a matter of minutes or even seconds)… it is very probable you’ll “pull into” whatever the next nearest realm out there is…and this could be a Hell realm where you get to spend an eternity…. (which here could be 30 seconds)…but make no mistake, there it can be an eternity…in hell, no fun.
3. The only purpose for the aspirant of the astral plane is as a place to “pass through” without stopping, to get to the Light on the other side…where we stay as long as we can handle being….Nothing and Everything.
But here is the rub. This is the astral plane we’re talking about…the plane of the roots of desire, the place where you can have anything you desire, the place where all your dreams can come to you…and all your hells, and constructs of loved ones who have pretty much all the qualities of the real thing….it is very alluring. Alluring is it’s nature. Very few humans can make the trip through without being sidetracked. If one does not have a very powerful soul to travel with them and keep them in line…well good freakin luck. Me, I had the best folks with me, teachers of the highest light, and I knew the rules…. But I cheated…. And I got totally lost in a world where I was as real as I am here….only nothing like I am here. And I totally forgot I had a body sittin back there in Lotus position…. I was gone John and happily checkin out some 16th century babe for future conquest….When my Teachers pulled me out…. But that “habit” I mentioned pulled me into the next one….they pulled me out again, and the third one was really a trip, I used the magnetism like maybe a space ship would use the gravity of a planet to do this slingshot thing and keep from pullin in.
Then I went to the White Hall and stayed as long as I could.

Of course this is the beginning of a whole new adventure cuz spending time in the Light as I said changes you, but not on every level….so there can be difficulties dealing with the fact that everytime you come back you are a totally different person than when you went in… better, more enlightened…. But so different that your loved ones will look at you like,”who is this dude”….and you yourself will suddenly have all those dark areas in your being that have been illuminated, to reconcile yourself with… But if you have good teachers they’ll tell you the key to dealing with this…
Anyway I realize this is probably not worded to best explain, but any specific questions I’d be glad to answer.

The Task of Dying, of Astral Travel, and of dealing in the human world.

OK,  when we talk about the astral plane, and the position to take for the most benefit when dying, …. we are talking about the same thing. In  these events we have the three qualities (maybe more, but in my way of seeing at this point) there are 3 qualities that determine experience of the astral plane, three qualities that determine the experience of Death…

These three qualities, or Laws are the Law of Intention/attention, the Law of Magnetism, and the Law of Momentum. These are what I call the astral laws. The counterpart of Magnetism on the physical plane is Gravity. The counterpart of Momentum is Time on the physical plane….and the counterpart of Intention/attention….. is Intention/attention.
OK, so here is how the quality of astral/death/ is coloured.
Let’s look at it from the death point of view just to make it so I don’t have to write so much, cuz they are all the same. In death “where we go” is determined first by our “magnetism”…by that peculiar vibrational state that our astral being exhibits. We are magnetized in a certain way depending upon who we are, we are a certain blend of the hues that make up the rainbow. Anyway this “magnetizes” our intentions/attentions direction…what we will magnetically be pulled towards. Now the third quality “momentum” literally grabs us and pulls us in.
Now the task my teachers put forth for me…the Rule they gave me concerning Death, and astral Travel was to focus only on the Light at the other side, not to let my attention be sidetracked by the illusions and glamour of the astral realm ( the various and myriad hues). Well this was pretty easy for me at the time just for some reason my Intention/will was incredibly amplified, so not getting sidetracked wasn’t a big deal, but then my teachers were also always there guiding me. There is another part of this equation. Yes we have the Intention, the Will which we apply not to get sidetracked when  we die, or we venture out upon the astral plane…. But we also have our peculiar state of magnetism expressing itself through our intention. We have the quality of our life’s astral nature magnetizing us and sending us to whatever is similar there in the “in between time” This is why they like to say that bad folks go to hell, and good to heaven… A rather simplistic view considering most folks go to both for a time, if within their magnetic structure they are strongly magnetized in “positive and negative” ways, as most of us humans are. So it is the quality of our life that determines the quality of our death,  and our astral plane experience.
Here is the bottom line, if we want to gravitate toward the Light, which as you know is the totality of all the hues of the rainbow, we must become like that, we must become of the Light, of the totality of the expressed divisions of the light.
So this morning my wife was talking about problems she has dealing with certain people. And I pointed out how we only have problems with folks when their energy resonated with something within us. How so often folks give us a hard time because they are trying to deal with their own stuff, but we humans face our demons so much more easily if we can project them on another…and condemn them there. Really the only problems we have with folks, are problems we have within ourselves. It is that “magnetism” quality that draws them to us, and us to them. And the “Momentum” that sucks us in and makes it hard for us to let go of the Turmoil. So just as we search for the Light upon the astral, and in death….and to truly find it we must first be it….. so the way to deal with difficulties we have with others , is to balance it within ourselves.
We are all a blend of rainbow hues, expressions of the pure Light. But as long as we are so unique in our blends….we will encounter dis harmony. We are magnetized in a limited way, we will be pulled by our intention to whatever it is we are expressing, so the bottom line in our desire for harmony in our death, our astral experience ….as well as in harmony in our day to day life is to bring all the colors into balance….. bring them all to their epitome….which is the pure Light.
Sooner or later we have to culminate our separate ego based existence, because it will always bring discord. The time is coming where the path of least resistance is The Light…. Where fighting to uphold our separate ideas of ourselves will be more difficult.
So just as our experience on the astral plane, and during the death process is determined by our particular hue…. We are also magnetized in our day to day life with this. We have spent centuries seeking what made us feel good, and running from what made us feel bad….. Yet this will never bring us Peace or Unity. We have sought out only certain colors that we were magnetized for in a positive way, and repelled the colors which made us uncomfortable, gave us fear. This is the process of evolution….this is Satanic in Nature….all about the separate little self….this is part of the sacred process…yet this time is up, now we are entering a time where the Glory of all the colors is what we revel in…all the colors in total balance….. This is the Sun, this is the “Truth” and this is the eventual goal for all of us.

Free Will and the Law of Magnetism

Free Will And the Law of Magnetism

Free Will And the Law of Magnetism

From forum to forum this question keeps coming up.. But not until very recently had I been moved to understand it. So I finally decided it would be a good time to look at this and put down what comes up.
OK, I wrote the following and something very interesting ended up surfacing. Something related to a Law that I call magnetism and how it expresses and changes depending upon the point in ones Growth…very interesting…
What is “Free Will”.
Free will is that aspect within an organism that allows change. Free will is at the heart of the evolution and growth of all things.
Look at Creation like this…. First there was one…this one desired for there to be more, and upon this desire arose a replica of the first, a reflection so to speak…This second one “was made in the image of the first”…but not entirely. Built into this system was “free will”.. If it were not for free will Creation would be nothing but clones of the First Spark.
Consider the growth of any organism…. Starting very simply as a cell, dividing, then that cell dividing, on and on….and yet the organism is not a huge ectoplasmic blob of identical cells, there is a differentiation that takes place that allows a “mutation” that allows for an arm to be an arm, a leg to be a leg…and this “mutation” is free will.
Free will exists on every level. “God’s” Creation would be one huge Blob of sameness if not for Free Will. We would individually be blobs of ectoplasm…. If not for free will. And we would never learn anything, we would never grow…we would never change.
Free will is the most essential part of “God’s DNA, as well as our own.
Yes, in between lives we set a plan for the next, based upon what we have learned and what we, in that timeless state of death have determined we most need to grow. Yet this is engraved in no stone…it is always subject to change…to free will.

I’m going to digress to how we go about maneuvering ourselves through our Lives.
We are all very unique…we all have a certain unique frequency, a certain unique colour to our astral nature. Our Path through Creation has 2 directions so to speak…the first part of our journey we are finding and expressing our own individual unique color, our unique place in Creation. A point comes when we have reached this culmination.. we are astrally at the peak of our separate “expression”. At this point our direction changes and we become motivated back towards Source….back down the road of creation we have followed to create this unique expression we call ourselves. Now we are taking each of the colors that defined our unique hue as a human, and we are glorifying in each color to it’s utmost. This brings us in Balance, and the eventual result of perfect blended unification of the hues, is the Pure Light. The first part of our journey could be said to have been refining our unique blend of the rainbows colors…The latter path is reveling equally in all to the maximum, and when this culminates we no longer represent some divided off portion of the Sun…but rather the sun itself.

Consider as I have said that we each have a unique astral frequency/coloration. Now there is a Law of Creation that I call Magnetism, and this Law causes during the first part of the journey like to draw to like. If we represent a certain coloration, if we vibrate at a certain frequency, we will pull like to ourselves. Through our desires we pull that which we Like, and through our fears we push away that which we are afraid….all built upon judgements, all controlled by ego. And we move through our evolution seeking on all levels….like. Our free will has determined our unique astral magnetism, yet this particular magnetism is what pulls us hither thither and yon.

Now once we reach the culmination of our separate expression and change direction so to speak….the magnetism issue changes. Now we seek Balance, not uniqueness. Now our magnetism pulls opposite’s to us. This allows us to Balance our hues, to reach a unified totality, as opposed to a unique expression.. Now who we are astrally, our vibratory frequency draws that which is unlike us. Say we are blended with a lot of colors, yet we have repressed through time (through judgments and fears) the color Blue…. Well now you can bet we’ll be running into old Blue, at every turn. .Until we face it, and love it, and make it equal within us. This is why the Path of Return is also the path we have traveled, because in that path to our separate unique expression, we have defined ourselves through our specific judgements, fears, desires etc…these built the quality of our “colour”. So now we re walk the path backwards…facing our fears and judgements as we seek to balance our colour, into the Sun..(The blend of all colors expressed completely)..
So you could say that while the ego controls ones evolution into uniqueness…the magnetism is polarized like to like. Whereas once the Soul becomes the motivation, once the direction is changed, the magnetism becomes unlike to unlike.…. Interesting huh.
I don’t believe in either direction that “free will” determines our outcome. But I do believe it determines the path we travel to get there. My vision tells me that our unique expression’s culmination is pre-determined by our position in the Web, yet path we travel in the thousands of years we are making this expression is determined by free will.. And of course the Final Destination is pre-determined as it’s the same for us all…

The Masked Man

The Masked Man
And the sweetest Kiss

When he was a young child he had the harsh realization that he wasn't like everyone else, in fact even when he was small he scared people. Even as a young child he felt a deep loneliness because he wasn't like all the rest. Finally one day he came up with a plan; he decided to make a mask for himself to wear that people would like. He studied the humans around him very diligently so he could learn what they liked, what made them feel good. Even at a very young age he was a skilled craftsman at the art of mask building and before he knew it he had a very special mask made for himself. It was very special because it would change depending upon the people he was with. As soon as he finished the final touches he put on his mask and walked out into the world. It was wonderful and miraculous. All of a sudden the people who had run from him in fear before, gathered close to him, they seemed to actually love him. It was a new life for him and he enjoyed playing with the humans. A few times he got so happy and sure of himself with someone, someone who had pledged their love to him, and he took off his mask. They shrieked and ran away, and never came close again. After this had happened a half a dozen times or so he decided not to dare and remove the mask again. He went through life and danced the human dance for many years, got married and had children and all that.... but through all of it he felt empty because he knew that he wasn't himself, that nobody in his entire world knew who he really was. His loneliness was so deep that his soul felt empty.
One day when he was old a beautiful young woman came up to him and asked him to take off his mask. He loved her instantly but was afraid to do this, afraid she would run away screaming. But then something special happened and this beautiful woman told him that she loved who he really was under the mask, and then she went on to describe every feature of who he was without the mask. She knew, and yet she didn't run, in fact she moved in his home with him.
The old man was truly and deeply happy for the first time in his long life so he decided to trust this precious girl and remove his mask. Then something horrible happened ... the mask had grown into his face and his face into the mask ... and he pulled and pulled, tearing away at the flesh and hair. He bled and bled but still the mask would not come off, it had become a part of who he was in the world of humans.
She begged him to remove the mask and told him she would leave if he didn't. His despair was so deep that a cry so horrible came forth from his soul. He loved the girl more than anything he had ever known, and would do anything for her.
He cried from such despair, and ripped at the mask, and bled and bled. Finally the girl who truly did love him in the sweetest purest way could bear his pain no longer and kissed the old man on his mouth. And that kiss was not like any kiss this man had ever had from his wives or lovers or children... it was this kiss of one soul, kissing another. And for the first time in his life he felt loved, and it was like nothing that had ever happened in his world before. And suddenly for the first time he felt lovable because he knew it wasn't the mask he wore that she was kissing, but him.. who he really was. And then the miracle happened and the mask that he had worn for a lonely eternity slid right off his face and broke upon the ground. When he looked at the girl he expected her to scream and run, but she stood there smiling, her face full of love and gleaming. Then the second miracle happened and she held up a mirror to him and he saw that he was beautiful ..... then she kissed him again, long and so sweetly

The Evil We Fear

The Evil We Fear

The Evil We Fear
Courage, Faith, and Love

OK, it’s comin up on 2012, and I’m not going into the whole thing about that right here, but I’ve been seeing a lot of Questions about “evil” and how to deal with “evil entities, evil energies….” And it really is time to address this topic from the time we are in.
If you haven’t noticed a big part of the 2012 phenomenon is what some are calling the Quickening….
And what has come along with this is the fact that we can’t continue doing things the way we have for thousands of years any more because the old methods no longer work.
So there is a lot of talk about “protection”…how to protect ourselves from other folks bad vibes, their evil intentions, entities that supposedly want to inhabit us etc…. Well there is a lot of information out here coming from well intentioned folks about how to “protect” from these things…and just a couple years ago these methods had a certain degree of merit, but not really any longer for a large portion of us… It is finally time to face facts…to become responsible for our creations, and quit blaming our troubles on others.
So we’re going to get to the bottom line here, no more coddling of egos…the straight poop. OK, what do we do about those “negative energies” that want to get into us and blow our Peace. Nasty mean people, nasty little evil entities, nasty vibes… How do we keep them from getting into us and controlling us….
TOOOO FRIGGIN LATE DUDES
It’s a done deal, they are in… the fact is there is nothing in the world that can effect us, that is not already IN us. This is the Law…. Something is evil because somewhere in our long history there was something that in our limited capacity for understanding at the time …we feared, and we labeled as Bad…and we spent a great deal of energy avoiding…All the Time feeding the little demon in a dark corner of our being with all this energy we used to hold it at bay. So these fears with their opposite..our desires build us to who we are until finally the expression of separateness that we were destined to make, completes itself and we are done the human task and now it becomes a task of Return….return back down the road we just came up….and all along this road we encounter all these judgements of good and evil which had defined us, and we start to fall back into our old habits of hiding from the fear and seeking the pleasure…but it doesn’t work anymore….our fears keep being reflected back to us by “evil people, evil entities, evil vibes” but the truth is the only reality these evil ones have exists in a resonance with our own past judgements which it is now our task to get past so we can get on down the road. We try our old methods of protection..all the cool little tricks of whirlwinds of Light or whatever…but guess what, we can’t move…we become stuck because it is not an external thing we are protecting ourselves against..it is our own past ill informed judgements. Now that we have culminated the human path of chasing desires and running from fears, and turned on the Road, those old methods don’t work. They just further insulate us, they actually trap us like a prison to one spot on the Return Path home…a point of our own judgement. Protection does not work… What does work is courage to face our own internal demons that are reflected back to us by “external” things. Faith that we have evolved to a point where we can perceive the world no longer based in judgement and duality…and LOVE. Love of that which you have feared and tucked away for so long that you like to pretend it isn’t part of you but rather some external thing. Well we can keep lying to ourselves and we’ll notice those fears will just keep hammering at us until we finally set them free…with courage, faith and Love. Then we see them for the truths that they are beyond judgement…laugh and feel pretty stupid for being slaves to fear of them, let that go, then get on to our next judgement/fear that needs to be reconciled with Courage, Faith and Love.
People constantly say, “why do all these bad things happen to me”…well the answer is because you created them…sorry, but that’s it. Let me explain what I’ll call the Law of Magnetism….. A lot like the “Law of Attraction”, but that has been so corrupted by folks with an intention to making money which motivated them either consciously or unconsciously to leave out a lot of Key points.
OK, now here is the “Law of Magnetism”..
This Law has 2 Faces. The first is how it works with humans still in the clutches of fear and desire defining the unique separate creation that they are destined to become. And there is the other Face of it, how it works with those who have completed the human path and are on the path of Return.
OK, for the first part here is how it works…really basic, Fear and desire create a polarity through which we evolve by seeking that which we desire, and running from and hiding that which we fear. This creates a unique vibratory/frequency that defines who we are…. But there is this Law that says that Like draws to Like…. So we see in the world around us…the reflection of our desires and fears, and we seek to collect all those things that we desire….and we seek to shun, hide away all those things we fear. It’s like a magnet where we attract what we desire and repel what we fear. And upon these judgments of good and bad (desire and fear) we complete our expression of the human we are. But then comes the point of culmination... everything that exists evolves…it starts…culminates it’s expression, then it returns. This is the process. Anyway once we have culminated our expression then the magnetism, the Law of Attraction seems to change because now our task is different. Before where we were seeking a unique personal expression based upon our desires and shunning fears, now we are seeking the Beginning, before the judgments of good and bad, before our unique perception of Reality, based upon our judgments. Now it is our task to Return things to their Truth… to change our perception from one based in duality, to a perception of what really is, aside from our judgments about it… perceived with Love, rather than judgement. Now it seems the magnets polarity has changed with our task at hand, now it seems to pull those things we fear to us…we can’t repel them any more because now it is time to reconcile them to their Truth…beyond our personal dualistic judgments. So this is why so many folks are becoming “sensitive” to these energies, and unable to be around many people, cuz what is being reflected back to them is their fears and judgments that they had buried in their human path of culmination.
So what I am saying here is that a lot of folks here reading this on these forums have culminated their separate expressions… they are done with the dualistic gathering and are letting go what they have gathered. But so much that they have gathered was hidden away in dark places because in the gathering process a judgment of bad or fearful was attached to these things, so they hid them away deep inside themselves and have held them at bay ever since. Well now the process back involves dumping everything out of the basket that has been collected… even the scary stuff which was hidden on the bottom… But to dump it out, first it must be seen as it Truly is… without the judgments that placed it in the basket in the first place. To protect ourselves from it makes it impossible to dump it out…and we can’t move down the road.
So what I’m saying is, if you feel you are still collecting based upon desire and fear…go ahead and do the hokey pokey to protect yourself, but if you are returning Home, you gotta face YOUR stuff sooner or later…. And it’s ALL your stuff.